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have had experiences where i have been in prayer and meditation and
some weeping and had a sense of my heart being drawn out in worship.
Sorta a desperation of circumstances led me to have deep cries in the
Psalms which led to more desperation in the Spirit. Many times the Lord
has designed circumstances in my life to drive me into deep cries from
the heart. Then in much prayer and cries there is a sense of a direct
relief , a stillness of the atmosphere, a peace beyond the normal , and
then there is an awareness of answers coming. As if i had broken
through, then there is an awe that comes in the room as if there were a
breeze of air and a sense that there are angels close a hand. There is
in my mind a coming together of this confidence of an answer to my
prayer, and an impression in a sense that heavens beings are sent to be a
comfort by protecting and assuring me in such peaceful and sweet
impressions that my desperation has been lifted and i am still, and in
awe. Then these prayers are answered in the coming months. (If i could
identify all the answers) but usually there is a still small impression
that overtakes me as these answers come as if someone had been there
speaking to me and saying see, i heard your cries and i have come to
answer them. Of which i begin to praise God with all of my heart. I have
never seen an angel but my heart has been drawn out through meditating in
the psalms to such an extent that i was impressed by and inward
impression that an angel was near.
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