8229	Forums / Main Forum / A Long Time Away	on: November 14, 2006, 02:27:19 PM
Hi Sean, I have been struggling too. Mostly because physically i have been growing old. There really is no two persons alike. Some of us free grace people dont like the really serious mediator, its so easy to think that Gods grace is the same as everyone having the same like and dislikes and expressing them all in the same mold. But there are no molds for christians. We all are gifted differently and we all have different desires.If you have been really in a high part of your spiritual experience and then you loose that gusto then you are frustrated. I can understand that myself. I hear you. I will not pass just pass it off to grace. There is room in here for you expressing your frustration and encouraging yourself to get back to that first love. We are always going after the flame and that is a good thing. Some of us just want to sit back and do nothing. But just keep doing good and going to prayer and the scripture day and night. Scripture is the answer as i have found. It will save you from alot of the molds.